G. M. The Poetical Works of George MacDonald Volume II

A Threefold Cord

For Where Your Treasure is, There Will Your Heart be Also

   The miser lay on his lonely bed;
      Life's candle was burning dim.
His heart in an iron chest was hid
Under heaps of gold and an iron lid;
   And whether it were alive or dead
      It never troubled him.
   Slowly out of his body he crept.
      He said, "I am just the same!
Only I want my heart in my breast;
I will go and fetch it out of my chest!"
  Through the dark a darker shadow he leapt,
    Saying "Hell is a fabled flame!"
  He opened the lid. Oh, Hell's own night!
    His ghost-eyes saw no gold!—
Empty and swept! Not a gleam was there!
In goes his hand, but the chest is bare!
  Ghost-fingers, aha! have only might
  To close, not to clasp and hold!
  But his heart he saw, and he made a clutch
    At the fungous puff-ball of sin:
Eaten with moths, and fretted with rust,
He grasped a handful of rotten dust,
  And shrieked, as ghosts may, at the crumbling touch,
    But hid it his breast within.
  And some there are who see him sit
    Under the church, apart,
Counting out coins and coins of gold
Heap by heap on the dank death-mould:
  Alas poor ghost and his sore lack of wit—
    They breed in the dust of his heart!
  Another miser has now his chest,
    And it hoards wealth more and more;
Like ferrets his hands go in and out,
Burrowing, tossing the gold about—
  Nor heed the heart that, gone from his breast,
    Is the cold heap's bloodless core.
  Now wherein differ old ghosts that sit
    Counting ghost-coins all day
From the man who clings with spirit prone
To whatever can never be his own?
  Who will leave the world with not one whit
    But a heart all eaten away?

The Asthmatic Man to the Satan That Binds Him

Satan, avaunt!
  Nay, take thine hour,
Thou canst not daunt,
  Thou hast no power;
Be welcome to thy nest,
Though it be in my breast.
Burrow amain;
  Dig like a mole;
Fill every vein
  With half-burnt coal;
Puff the keen dust about,
And all to choke me out.
Fill music's ways
  With creaking cries,
That no loud praise
  May climb the skies;
And on my labouring chest
Lay mountains of unrest.
My slumber steep
  In dreams of haste,
That only sleep,
  No rest, I taste—
With stiflings, rimes of rote,
And fingers on my throat.
Satan, thy might
  I do defy;
Live core of night
  I patient lie:
A wind comes up the gray
Will blow thee clean away.
Christ's angel, Death,
  All radiant white,
With one cold breath
  Will scare thee quite,
And give my lungs an air
As fresh as answered prayer.
So, Satan, do
  Thy worst with me
Until the True
  Shall set me free,
And end what he began,
By making me a man.

Song-Sermon

Lord, what is man
That thou art mindful of him!
Though in creation's van,
Lord, what is man!
He wills less than he can,
Lets his ideal scoff him!
Lord, what is man
That thou art mindful of him!

Shadows

All things are shadows of thee, Lord;
  The sun himself is but thy shade;
My spirit is the shadow of thy word,
  A thing that thou hast said.
Diamonds are shadows of the sun,
  They gleam as after him they hark:
My soul some arrows of thy light hath won.
  And feebly fights the dark!
All knowledges are broken shades,
  In gulfs of dark a scattered horde:
Together rush the parted glory-grades—
  Then, lo, thy garment, Lord!
My soul, the shadow, still is light
  Because the shadow falls from thee;
I turn, dull candle, to the centre bright,
  And home flit shadowy.
Shine, Lord; shine me thy shadow still;
  The brighter I, the more thy shade!
My motion be thy lovely moveless will!
  My darkness, light delayed!

A Winter Prayer

Come through the gloom of clouded skies,
  The slow dim rain and fog athwart;
Through east winds keen with wrong and lies
  Come and lift up my hopeless heart.
Come through the sickness and the pain,
  The sore unrest that tosses still;
Through aching dark that hides the gain
  Come and arouse my fainting will.
Come through the prate of foolish words,
  The science with no God behind;
Through all the pangs of untuned chords
  Speak wisdom to my shaken mind.
Through all the fears that spirits bow
  Of what hath been, or may befall,
Come down and talk with me, for thou
  Canst tell me all about them all.
Hear, hear my sad lone heart entreat,
  Heart of all joy, below, above!
Come near and let me kiss thy feet,
  And name the names of those I love!

Song of a Poor Pilgrim

Roses all the rosy way!
  Roses to the rosier west
Where the roses of the day
  Cling to night's unrosy breast!
Thou who mak'st the roses, why
  Give to every leaf a thorn?
On thy rosy highway I
  Still am by thy roses torn!
Pardon! I will not mistake
  These good thorns that make me fret!
Goads to urge me, stings to wake,
  For my freedom they are set.
Yea, on one steep mountain-side,
  Climbing to a fancied fold,
Roses grasped had let me slide
  But the thorns did keep their hold.
Out of darkness light is born,
  Out of weakness make me strong:
One glad day will every thorn
  Break into a rose of song.
Though like sparrow sit thy bird
  Lonely on the house-top dark,
By the rosy dawning stirred
  Up will soar thy praising lark;
Roses, roses all his song!
  Roses in a gorgeous feast!
Roses in a royal throng,
  Surging, rosing from the east!

An Evening Prayer

I am a bubble
   Upon thy ever-moving, resting sea:
Oh, rest me now from tossing, trespass, trouble!
   Take me down into thee.
Give me thy peace.
   My heart is aching with unquietness:
Oh, make its inharmonious beating cease!
   Thy hand upon it press.
My Night! my Day!
   Swift night and day betwixt, my world doth reel:
Potter, take not thy hand from off the clay
   That whirls upon thy wheel.
O Heart, I cry
   For love and life, pardon and hope and strength!
O Father, I am thine; I shall not die,
   But I shall sleep at length!

Song-Sermon

Mercy to thee, O Lord, belongs,
For as his work thou giv'st the man.
From us, not thee, come all our wrongs;
Mercy to thee, O Lord, belongs:
With small-cord whips and scorpion thongs
Thou lay'st on every ill thy ban.
Mercy to thee, O Lord, belongs,
For as his work thou giv'st the man.

A Dream-Song

The stars are spinning their threads,
   And the clouds are the dust that flies,
And the suns are weaving them up
   For the day when the sleepers arise.
The ocean in music rolls,
  The gems are turning to eyes,
And the trees are gathering souls
  For the day when the sleepers arise.
The weepers are learning to smile,
  And laughter to glean the sighs,
And hearts to bury their care and guile
  For the day when the sleepers arise.
Oh, the dews and the moths and the daisy-red,
  The larks and the glimmers and flows!
The lilies and sparrows and daily bread,
  And the something that nobody knows!

Christmas, 1880

Great-hearted child, thy very being The Son,
  Who know'st the hearts of all us prodigals;—
For who is prodigal but he who has gone
  Far from the true to heart it with the false?—
  Who, who but thou, that, from the animals',
    Know'st all the hearts, up to the Father's own,
    Can tell what it would be to be alone!
Alone! No father!—At the very thought
  Thou, the eternal light, wast once aghast;
A death in death for thee it almost wrought!
  But thou didst haste, about to breathe thy last,
  And call'dst out Father ere thy spirit passed,
    Exhausted in fulfilling not any vow,
    But doing his will who greater is than thou.
That we might know him, thou didst come and live;
  That we might find him, thou didst come and die;
The son-heart, brother, thy son-being give—
  We too would love the father perfectly,
  And to his bosom go back with the cry,
    Father, into thy hands I give the heart
    Which left thee but to learn how good thou art!
There are but two in all the universe—
  The father and his children—not a third;
Nor, all the weary time, fell any curse!
  Not once dropped from its nest an unfledged bird
  But thou wast with it! Never sorrow stirred
    But a love-pull it was upon the chain
    That draws the children to the father again!
O Jesus Christ, babe, man, eternal son,
  Take pity! we are poor where thou art rich:
Our hearts are small; and yet there is not one
  In all thy father's noisy nursery which,
  Merry, or mourning in its narrow niche,
    Needs not thy father's heart, this very now,
    With all his being's being, even as thou!

Rondel

I do not know thy final will,
  It is too good for me to know:
  Thou willest that I mercy show,
That I take heed and do no ill,
That I the needy warm and fill,
  Nor stones at any sinner throw;
But I know not thy final will—
  It is too good for me to know.
I know thy love unspeakable—
  For love's sake able to send woe!
  To find thine own thou lost didst go,
And wouldst for men thy blood yet spill!—
How should I know thy final will,
  Godwise too good for me to know!

The Sparrow

O Lord, I cannot but believe
The birds do sing thy praises then, when they sing to one another,
And they are lying seed-sown land when the winter makes them grieve,
Their little bosoms breeding songs for the summer to unsmother!
If thou hadst finished me, O Lord,
Nor left out of me part of that great gift that goes to singing,
I sure had known the meaning high of the songster's praising word,
Had known upon what thoughts of thee his pearly talk he was stringing!
I should have read the wisdom hid
In the storm-inspired melody of thy thrush's bosom solemn:
I should not then have understood what thy free spirit did
To make the lark-soprano mount like to a geyser-column!
I think I almost understand
Thy owl, his muffled swiftness, moon-round eyes, and intoned hooting;
I think I could take up the part of a night-owl in the land,
With yellow moon and starry things day-dreamers all confuting.
But 'mong thy creatures that do sing
Perhaps of all I likest am to the housetop-haunting sparrow,
That flies brief, sudden flights upon a dumpy, fluttering wing,
And chirps thy praises from a throat that's very short and narrow.
But if thy sparrow praise thee well
By singing well thy song, nor letting noisy traffic quell it,
It may be that, in some remote and leafy heavenly dell,
He may with a trumpet-throat awake, and a trumpet-song to swell it!

December 23, 1879

A thousand houses of poesy stand around me everywhere;
They fill the earth and they fill my thought, they are in and above the
air;
But to-night they have shut their doors, they have shut their shining
windows fair,
And I am left in a desert world, with an aching as if of care.

II.

Cannot I break some little nut and get at the poetry in it?
Cannot I break the shining egg of some all but hatched heavenly linnet?
Cannot I find some beauty-worm, and its moony cocoon-silk spin it?
Cannot I find my all but lost day in the rich content of a minute?

III.

I will sit me down, all aching and tired, in the midst of this
never-unclosing
Of door or window that makes it look as if truth herself were dozing;
I will sit me down and make me a tent, call it poetizing or prosing,
Of what may be lying within my reach, things at my poor disposing!

IV.

Now what is nearest?—My conscious self. Here I sit quiet and say:
"Lo, I myself am already a house of poetry solemn and gay!
But, alas, the windows are shut, all shut: 'tis a cold and foggy day,
And I have not now the light to see what is in me the same alway!"
Nay, rather I'll say: "I am a nut in the hard and frozen ground;
Above is the damp and frozen air, the cold blue sky all round;
And the power of a leafy and branchy tree is in me crushed and bound
Till the summer come and set it free from the grave-clothes
    in which it is wound!"

VI.

But I bethink me of something better!—something better, yea best!
"I am lying a voiceless, featherless thing in God's own perfect nest;
And the voice and the song are growing within me, slowly lifting my
breast;
And his wide night-wings are closed about me, for his sun is down in the
west!"

VII.

Doors and windows, tents and grave-clothes, winters and eggs and seeds,
Ye shall all be opened and broken and torn; ye are but to serve my needs!
On the will of the Father all lovely things are strung like a string of
beads
For his heart to give the obedient child that the will of the father
heeds.

Song-Prayer: After King David

I shall be satisfied
With the seeing of thy face.
When I awake, wide-eyed,
I shall be satisfied
With what this life did hide,
The one supernal grace!
I shall be satisfied
With the seeing of thy face.

December 27, 1879

Every time would have its song
  If the heart were right,
Seeing Love all tender-strong
  Fills the day and night.
Weary drop the hands of Prayer
  Calling out for peace;
Love always and everywhere
  Sings and does not cease.
Fear, the caitiff, through the night
  Silent peers about;
Love comes singing with a light
  And doth cast him out.
Hate and Guile and Wrath and Doubt
  Never try to sing;
If they did, oh, what a rout
  Anguished ears would sting!
Pride indeed will sometimes aim
  At the finer speech,
But the best that he can frame
  Is a peacock-screech.
Greed will also sometimes try:
  Happiness he hunts!
But his dwelling is a sty,
  And his tones are grunts.
Faith will sometimes raise a song
  Soaring up to heaven,
Then she will be silent long,
  And will weep at even.
Hope has many a gladsome note
  Now and then to pipe;
But, alas, he has the throat
  Of a bird unripe.
Often Joy a stave will start
  Which the welkin rends,
But it always breaks athwart,
  And untimely ends.
Grief, who still for death doth long,
  Always self-abhorred,
Has but one low, troubled song,
I am sorry, Lord.
But Love singeth in the vault.
  Singeth on the stair;
Even for Sorrow will not halt,
  Singeth everywhere.
For the great Love everywhere
  Over all doth glow;
Draws his birds up trough the air,
  Tends his birds below.
And with songs ascending sheer
  Love-born Love replies,
Singing Father in his ear
  Where she bleeding lies.
Therefore, if my heart were right
  I should sing out clear,
Sing aloud both day and night
  Every month in the year!

Sunday

December 28, 1879

A dim, vague shrinking haunts my soul,
  My spirit bodeth ill—
As some far-off restraining bank
Had burst, and waters, many a rank,
  Were marching on my hill;
As if I had no fire within
  For thoughts to sit about;
As if I had no flax to spin,
No lamp to lure the good things in
  And keep the bad things out.
The wind, south-west, raves in the pines
  That guard my cottage round;
The sea-waves fall in stormy lines
Below the sandy cliffs and chines,
  And swell the roaring sound.
The misty air, the bellowing wind
  Not often trouble me;
The storm that's outside of the mind
Doth oftener wake my heart to find
  More peace and liberty.
Why is not such my fate to-night?
  Chance is not lord of things!
Man were indeed a hapless wight
Things, thoughts occurring as they might—
  Chaotic wallowings!
The man of moods might merely say
  As by the fire he sat,
"I am low spirited to-day;
I must do something, work or play,
  Lest care should kill the cat!"
Not such my saw: I was not meant
  To be the sport of things!
The mood has meaning and intent,
And my dull heart is humbly bent
  To have the truth it brings.
This sense of needed shelter round,
  This frequent mental start
Show what a poor life mine were found,
To what a dead self I were bound,
  How feeble were my heart,
If I who think did stand alone
  Centre to what I thought,
A brain within a box of bone,
A king on a deserted throne,
  A something that was nought!
A being without power to be,
  Or any power to cease;
Whom objects but compelled to see,
Whose trouble was a windblown sea,
  A windless sea his peace!
This very sadness makes me think
  How readily I might
Be driven to reason's farthest brink,
Then over it, and sudden sink
  In ghastly waves of night.
It makes me know when I am glad
  'Tis thy strength makes me strong;
But for thy bliss I should be sad,
But for thy reason should be mad,
  But for thy right be wrong.
Around me spreads no empty waste,
  No lordless host of things;
My restlessness but seeks thy rest;
My little good doth seek thy best,
  My needs thy ministerings.
'Tis this, this only makes me safe—
  I am, immediate,
Of one that lives; I am no waif
That haggard waters toss and chafe,
  But of a royal fate,
The born-child of a Power that lives
  Because it will and can,
A Love whose slightest motion gives,
A Freedom that forever strives
  To liberate his Man.
I live not on the circling air,
  Live not by daily food;
I live not even by thinkings fair,
I hold my very being there
  Where God is pondering good.
Because God lives I live; because
  He thinks, I also think;
I am dependent on no laws
But on himself, and without pause;
  Between us hangs no link.
The man that lives he knows not how
  May well fear any mouse!
I should be trembling this same now
If I did think, my Father, thou
  Wast nowhere in the house!
O Father, lift me on thine arm,
  And hold me close to thee;
Lift me into thy breathing warm,
Then cast me, and I fear no harm,
  Into creation's sea!

Song-Sermon

In his arms thy silly lamb,
Lo, he gathers to his breast!
See, thou sadly bleating dam,
See him lift thy silly lamb!
Hear it cry, "How blest I am!
Here is love, and love is rest!"
In his arms thy silly lamb
See him gather to his breast!

The Donkey in the Cart to the Horse in the Carriage

I say! hey! cousin there! I mustn't call you brother!
Yet you have a tail behind, and I have another!
You pull, and I pull, though we don't pull together:
You have less hardship, and I have more weather!

II.

Your legs are long, mine are short; I am lean, you are fatter;
Your step is bold and free, mine goes pitter-patter;
Your head is in the air, and mine hangs down like lead—
But then my two great ears are so heavy on my head!

III.

You need not whisk your stump, nor turn away your nose;
Poor donkeys ain't so stupid as rich horses may suppose!
I could feed in any manger just as well as you,
Though I don't despise a thistle—with sauce of dust and dew!

IV.

T'other day a bishop's cob stopped before me in a lane,
With a tail as broad as oil-cake, and a close-clipped hoggy mane;
I stood sideways to the hedge, but he did not want to pass,
And he was so full of corn he didn't care about the grass.
Quoth the cob, "You are a donkey of a most peculiar breed!
You've just eaten up a thistle that was going fast to seed!
If you had but let it be, you might have raised a crop!
To many a coming dinner you have put a sad stop!"

VI.

I told him I was hungry, and to leave one of ten
Would have spoiled my best dinner, the one I wanted then.
Said the cob, "I ought to know the truth about dinners,
I don't eat on roadsides like poor tramping sinners!"

VII.

"Why don't you take it easy? You are working much too hard!
In the shafts you'll die one day, if you're not upon your guard!
Have pity on your friends: work seems to you delectable,
But believe me such a cart—excuse me—'s not respectable!"

VIII.

I told him I must trot in the shafts where I was put,
Nor look round at the cart, but set foremost my best foot;
It was rather rickety, and the axle wanted oil,
But I always slept at night with the deep sleep of toil!

IX.

"All very fine," he said, "to wag your ears and parley,
And pretend you quite despise my bellyfuls of barley!
But with blows and with starving, and with labour over-hard,
By spurs! a week will see you in the knacker's yard."
I thanked him for his counsel, and said I thought I'd take it, really,
If he'd spare me half a feed out of four feeds daily.
He tossed his head at that: "Now don't be cheeky!" said he;
"When I find I'm getting fat, I'll think of you: keep steady."

XI.

"Good-bye!" I said—and say, for you are such another!
Why, now I look at you, I see you are his brother!
Yes, thank you for your kick: 'twas all that you could spare,
For, sure, they clip and singe you very, very bare!

XII.

My cart it is upsets you! but in that cart behind
There's no dirt or rubbish, no bags of gold or wind!
There's potatoes there, and wine, and corn, and mustard-seed,
And a good can of milk, and some honey too, indeed!

XIII.

Few blows I get, some hay, and of water many a draught:
I tell you he's no coster that sits upon my shaft!
And for the knacker's yard—that's not my destined bed:
No donkey ever yet saw himself there lying dead.

Room to Roam

Strait is the path? He means we must not roam?
Yes; but the strait path leads into a boundless home.

Cottage Songs

I.—by the Cradle

Close her eyes: she must not peep!
Let her little puds go slack;
Slide away far into sleep:
Sis will watch till she comes back!
Mother's knitting at the door,
Waiting till the kettle sings;
When the kettle's song is o'er
She will set the bright tea-things.
Father's busy making hay
In the meadow by the brook,
Not so very far away—
Close its peeps, it needn't look!
God is round us everywhere—
Sees the scythe glitter and rip;
Watches baby gone somewhere;
Sees how mother's fingers skip!
Sleep, dear baby; sleep outright:
  Mother's sitting just behind:
Father's only out of sight;
  God is round us like the wind.

Ii.—sweeping the Floor

Sweep and sweep and sweep the floor,
  Sweep the dust, pick up the pin;
Make it clean from fire to door,
  Clean for father to come in!
Mother said that God goes sweeping,
  Looking, sweeping with a broom,
All the time that we are sleeping,
  For a shilling in the room:
Did he drop it out of glory,
  Walking far above the birds?
Or did parson make the story
  For the thinking afterwards?
If I were the swept-for shilling
  I would hearken through the gloom;
Roll out fast, and fall down willing
  Right before the sweeping broom!

Iii.—washing the Clothes

This is the way we wash the clo'es
  Free from dirt and smoke and clay!
Through and through the water flows,
  Carries Ugly right away!
This is the way we bleach the clo'es:
  Lay them out upon the green;
Through and through the sunshine goes,
  Makes them white as well as clean!
This is the way we dry the clo'es:
  Hang them on the bushes about;
Through and through the soft wind blows,
  Draws and drives the wetness out!
Water, sun, and windy air
  Make the clothes clean, white, and sweet
Lay them now in lavender
  For the Sunday, folded neat!

Iv.—drawing Water

Dark, as if it would not tell,
  Lies the water, still and cool:
Dip the bucket in the well,
  Lift it from the precious pool!
Up it comes all brown and dim,
  Telling of the twilight sweet:
As it rises to the brim
  See the sun and water meet!
See the friends each other hail!
  "Here you are!" cries Master Sun;
Mistress Water from the pail
  Flashes back, alive with fun!
Have you not a tale to tell,
  Water, as I take you home?
Tell me of the hidden well
  Whence you, first of all, did come.
Of it you have kept some flavour
  Through long paths of darkling strife:
Water all has still a savour
  Of the primal well of life!
Could you show the lovely way
  Back and up through sea and sky
To that well? Oh, happy day,
  I would drink, and never die!
Jesus sits there on its brink
  All the world's great thirst to slake,
Offering every one to drink
  Who will only come and take!
Lord of wells and waters all,
  Lord of rains and dewy beads,
Unto thee my thirst doth call
  For the thing thou know'st it needs!
Come home, water sweet and cool,
  Gift of God thou always art!
Spring up, Well more beautiful,
  Rise in mine straight from his heart.

V.—cleaning the Windows

Wash the window; rub it dry;
  Make the ray-door clean and bright:
He who lords it in the sky
  Loves on cottage floors to light!
Looking over sea and beck,
  Mountain-forest, orchard-bloom,
He can spy the smallest speck
  Anywhere about the room!
See how bright his torch is blazing
  In the heart of mother's store!
Strange! I never saw him gazing
  So into that press before!
Ah, I see!—the wooden pane
  In the window, dull and dead,
Father called its loss a gain,
  And a glass one put instead!
What a difference it makes!
  How it melts the filmy gloom!
What a little more it takes
  Much to brighten up a room!
There I spy a dusty streak!
  There a corner not quite clean!
There a cobweb! There the sneak
  Of a spider, watching keen!
Lord of suns, and eyes that see,
  Shine into me, see and show;
Leave no darksome spot in me
  Where thou dost not shining go.
Fill my spirit full of eyes,
  Doors of light in every part;
Open windows to the skies
  That no moth corrupt my heart.

The Wind and the Moon

Said the Wind to the Moon, "I will blow you out!
    You stare
    In the air
    As if crying Beware,
Always looking what I am about:
I hate to be watched; I will blow you out!"
The Wind blew hard, and out went the Moon.
    So, deep
    On a heap
    Of clouds, to sleep
Down lay the Wind, and slumbered soon,
Muttering low, "I've done for that Moon!"
He turned in his bed: she was there again!
    On high
    In the sky
    With her one ghost-eye
The Moon shone white and alive and plain:
Said the Wind, "I will blow you out again!"
The Wind blew hard, and the Moon grew slim.
    "With my sledge
    And my wedge
    I have knocked off her edge!
I will blow," said the Wind, "right fierce and grim,
And the creature will soon be slimmer than slim!"
He blew and he blew, and she thinned to a thread.
    "One puff
    More's enough
    To blow her to snuff!
One good puff more where the last was bred,
And glimmer, glimmer, glum will go that thread!"
He blew a great blast, and the thread was gone.
    In the air
    Nowhere
    Was a moonbeam bare;
Larger and nearer the shy stars shone:
Sure and certain the Moon was gone!
The Wind he took to his revels once more;
    On down
    And in town,
   A merry-mad clown,
He leaped and holloed with whistle and roar—
When there was that glimmering thread once more!
He flew in a rage—he danced and blew;
    But in vain
    Was the pain
    Of his bursting brain,
For still the Moon-scrap the broader grew
The more that he swelled his big cheeks and blew.
Slowly she grew—till she filled the night,
    And shone
    On her throne
    In the sky alone
A matchless, wonderful, silvery light,
Radiant and lovely, the queen of the night.
Said the Wind, "What a marvel of power am I!
    With my breath,
    In good faith,
    I blew her to death!—
First blew her away right out of the sky,
Then blew her in: what a strength am I!"
But the Moon she knew nought of the silly affair;
    For, high
    In the sky
    With her one white eye,
Motionless miles above the air,
She never had heard the great Wind blare.

The Foolish Harebell

A harebell hung her wilful head:
"I am tired, so tired! I wish I was dead."
She hung her head in the mossy dell:
"If all were over, then all were well!"
The Wind he heard, and was pitiful,
And waved her about to make her cool.
"Wind, you are rough!" said the dainty Bell;
"Leave me alone—I am not well."
The Wind, at the word of the drooping dame,
Sighed to himself and ceased in shame.
"I am hot, so hot!" she moaned and said;
"I am withering up; I wish I was dead!"
Then the Sun he pitied her woeful case,
And drew a thick veil over his face.
"Cloud go away, and don't be rude,"
She said; "I do not see why you should!"
The Cloud withdrew. Then the Harebell cried,
"I am faint, so faint!—and no water beside!"
The Dew came down its millionfold path:
She murmured, "I did not want a bath!"
The Dew went up; the Wind softly crept;
The Night came down, and the Harebell slept.
A boy ran past in the morning gray,
Plucked the Harebell, and threw her away.
The Harebell shivered, and sighed, "Oh! oh!
I am faint indeed! Come, dear Wind, blow."
The Wind blew gently, and did not speak.
She thanked him kindly, but grew more weak.
"Sun, dear Sun, I am cold!" she said.
He shone; but lower she drooped her head.
"O Rain, I am withering! all the blue
Is fading out of me!—come, please do!"
The Rain came down as fast as he could,
But for all his good will he could do her no good.
She shuddered and shrivelled, and moaning said,
"Thank you all kindly!" and then she was dead.
Let us hope, let us hope when she comes next year
She'll be simple and sweet! But I fear, I fear!

Song

I was very cold
  In the summer weather;
The sun shone all his gold,
But I was very cold—
Alas, we were grown old,
  Love and I together!
Oh, but I was cold
  In the summer weather!
Sudden I grew warmer
  Though the brooks were frozen:
"Truly, scorn did harm her!"
I said, and I grew warmer;
"Better men the charmer
  Knows at least a dozen!"
I said, and I grew warmer
  Though the brooks were frozen.
Spring sits on her nest,
  Daisies and white clover;
And my heart at rest
Lies in the spring's young nest:
My love she loves me best,
  And the frost is over!
Spring sits on her nest,
  Daisies and white clover!

An Improvisation

The stars cleave the sky.
  Yet for us they rest,
And their race-course high
  Is a shining nest!
The hours hurry on.
  But where is thy flight,
Soft pavilion
  Of motionless night?
Earth gives up her trees
  To the holy air;
They live in the breeze;
  They are saints at prayer!
Summer night, come from God,
  On your beauty, I see,
A still wave has flowed
  Of eternity!

Equity

No bird can sing in tune but that the Lord
Sits throned in equity above the heaven,
And holds the righteous balance always even;
No heart can true response to love afford
Wherein from one to eight not every chord
Is yet attuned by the spirits seven:
For tuneful no bird sings but that the Lord
Is throned in equity above high heaven.
Oh heart, by wrong unfilial scathed and scored,
And from thy humble throne with mazedness driven,
Take courage: when thy wrongs thou hast forgiven,
Thy rights in love thy God will see restored:
No bird could sing in tune but that the Lord
Sits throned in equity above the heaven.

Contrition

Out of the gulf into the glory,
  Father, my soul cries out to be lifted.
Dark is the woof of my dismal story,
  Thorough thy sun-warp stormily drifted!—
Out of the gulf into the glory,
Lift me, and save my story.
I have done many things merely shameful;
  I am a man ashamed, my father!
My life is ashamed and broken and blameful—
  The broken and blameful, oh, cleanse and gather!
Heartily shame me, Lord, of the shameful!
To my judge I flee with my blameful.
Saviour, at peace in thy perfect purity,
  Think what it is, not to be pure!
Strong in thy love's essential security,
  Think upon those who are never secure.
Full fill my soul with the light of thy purity:
Fold me in love's security.
O Father, O Brother, my heart is sore aching!
  Help it to ache as much as is needful;
Is it you cleansing me, mending, remaking,
  Dear potter-hands, so tender and heedful?
Sick of my past, of my own self aching—
Hurt on, dear hands, with your making.
Proud of the form thou hadst given thy vessel,
  Proud of myself, I forgot my donor;
Down in the dust I began to nestle,
  Poured thee no wine, and drank deep of dishonour!
Lord, thou hast broken, thou mendest thy vessel!
In the dust of thy glory I nestle.

THE CONSOLER: ON AN ENGRAVING OF SCHEFFER'S Christus Consolator.

What human form is this? what form divine?
And who are these that gaze upon his face
Mild, beautiful, and full of heavenly grace,
With whose reflected light the gazers shine?
Saviour, who does not know it to be thine?
Who does not long to fill a gazer's place?
And yet there is no time, there is no space
To keep away thy servants from thy shrine!
Here if we kneel, and watch with faithful eyes,
Thou art not too far for faithful eyes to see,
Thou art not too far to turn and look on me,
To speak to me, and to receive my sighs.
Therefore for ever I forget the skies,
And find an everlasting Sun in thee.

II.

Oh let us never leave that happy throng!
From that low attitude of love not cease!
In all the world there is no other peace,
In all the world no other shield from wrong.
But chiefly, Saviour, for thy feet we long—
For no vain quiet, for no pride's increase—
But that, being weak, and Thou divinely strong,
Us from our hateful selves thou mayst release.
We wander from thy fold's free holy air,
Forget thy looks, and take our fill of sin!
But if thou keep us evermore within,
We never surely can forget thee there—
Breathing thy breath, thy white robe given to wear,
And loving thee for all thou diedst to win!

III.

To speak of him in language of our own,
Is not for us too daringly to try;
But, Saviour, we can read thy history
Upon the faces round thy humble throne;
And as the flower among the grass makes known
What summer suns have warmed it from the sky,
As every human smile and human sigh
Is witness that we do not live alone,
So in that company—in those sweet tears,
The first-born of a rugged melted heart,
In those gaunt chains for ever torn apart,
And in the words that weeping mother hears,
We read the story of two thousand years,
And know thee somewhat, Saviour, as thou art.

To ——

I cannot write old verses here,
  Dead things a thousand years away,
When all the life of the young year
  Is in the summer day.
The roses make the world so sweet,
  The bees, the birds have such a tune,
There's such a light and such a heat
  And such a joy this June,
One must expand one's heart with praise,
  And make the memory secure
Of sunshine and the woodland days
  And summer twilights pure.
Oh listen rather! Nature's song
  Comes from the waters, beating tides,
Green-margined rivers, and the throng
  Of streams on mountain-sides.
So fair those water-spirits are,
  Such happy strength their music fills,
Our joy shall be to wander far
  And find them on the hills.

To a Sister

A fresh young voice that sings to me
So often many a simple thing,
Should surely not unanswered be
By all that I can sing.
Dear voice, be happy every way
A thousand changing tones among,
From little child's unfinished lay
To angel's perfect song.
In dewy woods—fair, soft, and green
Like morning woods are childhood's bower—
Be like the voice of brook unseen
Among the stones and flowers;
A joyful voice though born so low,
And making all its neighbours glad;
Sweet, hidden, constant in its flow
Even when the winds are sad.
So, strengthen in a peaceful home,
And daily deeper meanings bear;
And when life's wildernesses come
Be brave and faithful there.
Try all the glorious magic range,
Worship, forgive, console, rejoice,
Until the last and sweetest change—
So live and grow, dear voice.

The Shortest and Sweetest of Songs

Come
Home.

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